The psuedo need for companionship

I often feel the need of having a companion by my side...

I often feel the need of a friend, who stays with me in
every act of mine...

I often feel the need of having a girl by my side, who cares
about me...

I often feel the need of having atleast someone, who stays
with me...

I often feel these strange aches in my heart which reminds me of how
incomplete I am.

Whenever I see a couple going by, I feel a sudden burn in my
heart, I feel a sudden need to have someone walk with my arms around...

Whenever I see someone laughing, I feel a sudden need of
having a friend that I could talk to and laugh with...

I chose a different path, a path of solidarity, and that's
why when I see others , I often create this fake feel of need...

This just sways me into the general line of life...

But the moment I feel the need, I recall, why I wanted to be
alone in the first place, I start recalling all the incidents that led to my
decision of solidarity...

The events you ask?

I am not here to complain..

So can't mention em, but I am here to share, and the
conclusion is simple, people will eventually fuck you up!

I once was in a shop, buying some meds when I was a kid,
there was this old guy who was lecturing something to the shopkeeper, I usually
mind my own business, so I didn't bother what they were talking about, but
while I was there, I heard something and at that time, it didn't mean much to
me but today, when I revisit those lines, I feel like, I should've understood
and focussed on that line right from the moment I heard it...

He said, "Harr ek Insaan bikau, hai, but sab ka daam
alag hai...

Kisi ki niyat ₹10 rupay me kharab ho jaati hai aur kisi ki
₹10,00,00,000 me, but sabka kuch na kuch daam hai"

Arre, samay aane pe toh maa baap ne bhi apne bachhon ko
dhokha diya hai, toh dost, pyaar aur baaki relatives kya cheez hain?

So, stay alone, stay complete and stay safe !!!

Solitude –

While medicines can heal physical wounds,

Solitude is the prevention and cure to all emotional
ones.

By being alone, you sheild yourself from all the
emotional attacks from external forces.

There's a reason why all the sages left the life of moh
and maya.

Once you are successful at preventing those wounds, you
can focus on yourself and thereby your dreams..

Loneliness isn't as sad as it is portrayed in movies or
novels...

And loneliness isn't equal to grumpyness ....

Moreover being alone in solitude doesn't mean being
selfish...

I stay in solitude but I love helping out people, I love
staying alone but it never stops me from talking to a stranger sitting next to
me in train...

I enjoy my solitude but that doesn't mean I don't hang
out with my friends over a couple of beers...

Living life at extremes is the problem...

Being around people is great! But attachments, that is
what I am against....

And yet again, having no attachments doesn't make someone
void of empathy...

Or never caring for others...

The feelings and the perfect way of life are too
complicated to understand...

I myself feel a peasant in terms of its knowledge, but I
am ready to explore this sea...

The only mantra I would be following is "Don't live
the extremes".